Tuesday, March 08, 2005

what if--?

this is the most applicable title to what i'm feeling now, but although this says a lot, i don't know where exactly to start my ramblings or what exactly to ramble about.

i have just been informed that some people are actually aware of my present predicament. hmmm... and news has it, these folks have been teensily(again, if there is such a word) bothered. by saying teensily, i mean yes, they do know about it already, but apparently, they couldn't care less what i do. oh well. like i mean something to them(they don't call me an artista for nothing, you know).

i'm dead.

i'm alive again.

i'm dead again.

the hell... i hate colds and cough. i hate it when my voice sounds ENORMOUS, and i hate it when i'm darn sick. milk. that's what everything is. pure, unadulterated milk.

to those who can relate to that statement, congratulations. you rock.

when all is said and done, i will be left either alone or devastated. so, which road should i take? i say neither. i don't know what will happen, yes, but hell. i still go for NEITHER. cz if i pick one, i still might regret it. so, what if i don't get what i want? whatever. that will just mean that things aren't really meant for me.

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