Tuesday, March 08, 2005

the MH that i am...

i am such a jerk.

if it was only a plan to get close to my friend, why even bother to include me in it? now i feel so much more used. all it takes is a short statement, and i'm out of your way. you should've tol me, you know. if you want to know her better, leave me out of it. don't invite me, making me feel as if i matter to whatever you'll be doing. just get on with what you're originally planning.

i keep on repeating everything, but i don't care. if i'm not needed, don't include me. i'm in so much more crap, the last thing i need is for me to become another pity friend.

cut the crap please and just be darn honest.

and to think you ALSO said i had nothing to worry about.

yeah, right.

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