i can't understand myself. am i happy or am i sad? i don't really know.
crap. now i'm confused.
'one day more' has again, ceased to exist. oh well. there's still tomorrow. seriously, if this isn't dealt with tomorrow, i am gonna freak. i have to know what's next. i have to know what i'm--we're--supposed to do after all the crap we got ourselves in. it wouldn't hurt to clear some things, right?
so, tomorrow should be THE day.
i still can't understand myself. i should be bawling over some sad ending right now, thinking that my life has again turned into a living hell, but i'm not. i'm starting to think that i'm okay now, but really, i'm not... i guess it's really hard to get over these things, but sometimes, you just learn to momentarily forget about the crap you've recently been through just to get through a day. this coping tactic thing is weird. oh well. to each his own.
to be continued.
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