it still sucks to think that serious talk with some people will forever remain in the depths of every letter ever written to that person. oh well. some people are just pain in the behinds, cz they treat everything as a joke. ahem... generally speaking, of course.
yeah, right, jai.
anyways, whatever. this is how things are, so, jai, deal with it. :p
i have a culinary demo tomorrow afternoon, for pogi points for a certain someone. oh yes, it kind of freaks me out, knowing that this definitely makes it to the top 10 dumbest things ever done by yours truly, but hell--i'll take this over the guilt trip, thank you very much. jist? this demo is geared to winning over a friend's heart... by someone i used to know.
mental, huh?
just a thought: are letters made by women to the opposite gender always meant to be sapul? am just curious. and... why the crap do people pretend not to care when they really do? hayyy... it's probably for the best, considering the present sitution.
what could be more important that getting your life back on track? i'm currently stumped of all ideas. is this just thinking too much or am i really crazy to clutter my mind of all the pathetic obssessions i can possibly think of dealing with right now? i'm not sure. hell, now i'm more convinced that i am indeed dysfunctional.
like hell, i am.
dear 'bessy' has just told me she most probably can't make it tomorrow afternoon. now i'm going to be stuck with judgmental folks and live in utter embarrassment for the rest of my presently pitiful life. oh crap. so much for being cool.
anyway, i'll probably just go with the flow tomorrow. i'm doing him the favor, so he better shut up. or else. haha.
it still never ceases to amaze me how blissfully ignorant most humans are. yes, i may be among those merry men at times, but, i proudly declaim that the operative word in that statement is sometimes. hah. i'm good.
i hope my exit makes a statement... will it be considered submission? loss? resignment? i don't know. what's clear is that things are about to change. things WILL change. soon. i'm sorry, bessy, this is how it has to be. all comments and/or opinions aside, this is what i will have to do. so... world, wish me luck. it was nice knowing each and every one of you.
"i say, therefore, i am."
now's the right time to think that.
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