self-induced irritation may be the most logical explanation for what i'm feeling now, but, not really. people say it's a matter of seeing the good in things. i say it's a matter of seeing things as they are supposed to be seen.
reasons. too many reasons.
1. my mom came home with a globe telecom paperbag in hand, asking me if i wanted the pink bear she got from-- i'm assuming--saisaki. [hello. hint, hint. a new cell phone. and it's not one of those cheap ones. grr. and she says i have this phone fetish. look who's talking.]
2. an extended lecture on how the world is uberdangerous nowadays [which, of course, started with the cellphone talk].
3. television invasion---i again lose to my parents. it's always theirs.
4. slow and painful torture. i can't breathe in this room. everyone's looking over my shoulder.
5. i passed the judgment day(s). for a sick person, that's an accomplishment.
6. oh, and that reminds me---yes, i'm still sick.
7. babytalk in the living room. [oh, spare me please!]
8. my weird fascination for momentary cynicism [well, for cynicism in general, momentary or otherwise.]
9. endless blabber i sooo don't want to hear. like forcing issues on me will make me listen. keep trying.
10. de-stressing my nonsoul, and de-cluttering my nerve-wracked mind.
***there you go. reasons. hence the title.
although the madness makes me want to shut my world out right now, i will still try my hardest to smile. i passed gc, all right. thanks to those who believed in my powerless state in the few days of judgment. ouchies.
sadly, my presently-incompetent state is unable to unleash sufficient wordplay to make the days of bored folk. you'll have to wait until next time.
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