"...i've got all i've waited for... and I COULD NOT ASK FOR MORE..."

"...why do i love you if loving you only means bitter thoughts when you are near and yet so far?... what more can i do but dream of you?... cz only there i can hold you close to me..."

forget that.

i'm happy.ÜÜÜ

i love holidays. they don't really matter to most people, but they give the deserving ones a break from the hassle they get in school. well, i wouldn't call school a hassle, but there are some things in there that makes going every single day a hassle. well, yeah, duh---some things make it less of a hassle too, okay... but... ah. never mind.

i'm such a freak. i've been giddy-happy since yesterday afternoon, and have been smiling like hell since last night. yes, and guess what? when i woke up this morning, i couldn't stop smiling either. hahaÜ issue!!!Ü

i guess it's the memory of last night. it would be sad if i wrote about it, because i wouldn't be able to give justice to what i really felt. besides, i think it's good for me to keep the memories somewhere else first... and be selfish for now... the best i can do is type pangpabitins to really infuriate some people (like anya, for example.Ü hi anyatots!!! luv ya!Ü). hahaÜ

okay, ym's going to make me suffer really soon... i'll be flooded with offlines and be greeted with buzzes everytime i go online because of what i'm doing. please... have mercy on me(to those who really care about all the stuff that's happening to me)... hahaÜ oh well. c'est la vie.

i love my blockmates. i love my "kids." i have 4 new "kids" now---steph, kit, jennah, and the new addition to the bunch---alex. again, this long-lost alias of mine will be resurrected, and my college days will be dominated with a single name: MOMMY.

my kids are so cute.Ü steph has an infectuous laughter and a high-pitched(very, if i may add) voice. (well, not as freaky as meow's.Ü hahaÜ kiddingÜ) kit's an angel---she barely speaks, but when she does... haha!!!Ü ask jennah!!!Ü jennah's my favorite "chihuahua."ÜÜÜ i just love that move, dear.Ü and, last but not least, there's alex. sweet girl, and she blends in like crazy.Ü you'll never think she wasn't (initially) one of us.Ü

i'll be looking forward to more chillouts with you guys. i love you all.Ü especially your dad.Ü yihee... yeccchhh... hahaÜ