Friday, August 20, 2004

broken in silence...

hello, world.

yes, i'm feeling sad today. why? because i wasn't able to see my friend. too bad i can't go out anymore... it's just that i miss this girly girl so much, and i know she's feeling crappy right now, wherever she is. most probably, she is again ostracized by freaking people who treat her as if she's dirt.

awww... grr.

if only i wasn't 'illegally detained,' i'd accompany her until later tonight. hmph. if only.
i hope things are fine with her, though. she's been through the best of hell just recently, and i so want to help her feel better. for some reason, our sad moments always coincide with each other. we have the same bad days, and [usually] the same good days.Ü that's what's good, actually. at least we get to feel for each other. right now, though, i feel for her more... she'll be stuck with people who treat her like crap, with the sole exception of one being---who should be busy right now because of another person... so, technically, she'll be alone... no matter what people may say or do, she won't feel at ease anytime soon around them---because of certain things only WE can understand.

i really feel bad that i can't go anywhere else today... just when someone needs me so bad...

haaayyy... :'c

***by the way, happy birthday stel dear... miss you, girl.***

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